Why I Will Only Write About Love: The Lovers

I only want to write about love. That is my final answer. Sometimes I get tangled up in thoughts of inadequacy, like why do I hate working so much and love sleeping? When I get to my lowest point, I say fuck it all, one day none of this will matter. When that happens, I have to find my way back to my happy place, otherwise I will hate myself.

So I take a nap. When I wake up, I spend hours, days, sometimes months searching for a reason why I do anything I do. It always comes back to one corny, amazing thing: love.

I don't know why I forget this so often but never again. This morning I pulled The Lovers card right after finishing a dreamy chapter of Jitterbug Perfume. Kudra and Alobar have been reunited (praise Shiva) and I am reminded of my deep need to experience a certain reward in this life: "The comfort and protection of a kindred spirit."

 Even when I'm not writing about love, I'm writing about love so now I will purposefully only write about it in this space. I'll draw a card a day specifically asking what I need to know about love. I'll ask the cards other questions, too and tie them together somehow.

Please check out my other blog lovelettertarot.com where I write love letters to myself from the perspective of the cards. I will write you one too, if you want! Just leave me a note on the contact page.

Thanks for reading and maybe sticking around for cheesy, messy, confusing, wonderful love.